Ok so the thing is, I feel so insecure around her. And I can't do this anymore. I just want to distant myself from them, and as much as it may cause me to feel like "Oh God they must hate me now & I feel so guilty & blah blah" I HAVE TO DO IT ANYWAY.
I need to care for myself first... and I have every right to do so.
I'd love nothing more but to change, utterly and completely. 'Cause lately I've lost SO much energy pretending to be someone I'm not, and I can no longer bear that. I need to spend time with my beloved ones instead; the ones I feel safe around.
«Don't be afraid of losing someone; be afraid of losing yourself.»
Jo March | یکشنبه نهم مهر ۱۴۰۲
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